 | Looking around each time I did something on the edge of what I learned is acceptable asking myself and then perhaps asking someone else Is this ok?? Is this part of me My playful, sensual self allowed? Is this part of me My angry at God self allowed? Is this part of me My grieving for the collective atrocities self allowed? Is this part of me My empowered divine feminine self allowed? |
And then the inevitable follow-up
Why wouldn’t it be ok?
And the answer wasn’t
because I’ll be kicked out of the tribe
Or I’ll die
Rather, what emerged was even scarier
It just feels too hard
and like I have to overcome too many barriers
To be fully authentic
So now the question has become
Am I willing to be present with
And meet with Love
Any of the possible reactions
Internal and external
To living life
Fully surrendered
Fully devoted to the larger mystery
Of what wants to be birthed through me?
Why wouldn’t it be ok?
And the answer wasn’t
because I’ll be kicked out of the tribe
Or I’ll die
Rather, what emerged was even scarier
It just feels too hard
and like I have to overcome too many barriers
To be fully authentic
So now the question has become
Am I willing to be present with
And meet with Love
Any of the possible reactions
Internal and external
To living life
Fully surrendered
Fully devoted to the larger mystery
Of what wants to be birthed through me?
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